Oh my goodness, I'm past pathetic lol. I mean, look at me. I'm writing, and sitting alone... at a two seater table... meant for two people... I'll probably be like that when everyone else is dating in jc and uni too anyway. ^^ But in the end, I still win, 150 dollars from roly poly shev ;)
Okay, but honestly speaking, Sunday and Monday were the two days I spent thinking about the beautiful 2011and the beautiful times in it. Especially OBS, since it is exactly one year since it changed my life. It was on those two days that I found out that the memory still existed. I couldn't keep from all the experiences racing back to my mind, they just came, and I just got emoer each time one came. Uhhh by bed time, I was close to crying... O.o
I shocked myself too. I didn't expect myself to almost cry over something that happened last year. It really goes to show what a remarkable 5 days the whole thing was. I talked to other girls who were from camp two delta, and I got reminded of how the instructors specifically said that our camp two delta experience was really an "outward bound adventure", because of the lightning splash, the being stranded on that island... Ours was really special indeed, which was probably why I almost cried because the memory and experience means so much to me. OKAY FINE I CRIED :'( *runs to corner*
Celine hated her OBS, I loved mine, and when we were talking she told me that I was like Jane from Tarzan lol. And she suggested something that I would really like to make happen. When I get married, which will definitely be after shev gets married, I WILL HAVE THREE PARTS TO MY HONEYMOON. Part one, do shit in Singapore. Part two, seven wonders of the world. Part three, OBS. OKAY SET. So perfect :')
I will study, I will go to college, I will go to U, I will earn big bucks with this dream in mind and I will make it happen. I will. You watch me. Wait.... who are you?
Okay, but honestly speaking, Sunday and Monday were the two days I spent thinking about the beautiful 2011and the beautiful times in it. Especially OBS, since it is exactly one year since it changed my life. It was on those two days that I found out that the memory still existed. I couldn't keep from all the experiences racing back to my mind, they just came, and I just got emoer each time one came. Uhhh by bed time, I was close to crying... O.o
I shocked myself too. I didn't expect myself to almost cry over something that happened last year. It really goes to show what a remarkable 5 days the whole thing was. I talked to other girls who were from camp two delta, and I got reminded of how the instructors specifically said that our camp two delta experience was really an "outward bound adventure", because of the lightning splash, the being stranded on that island... Ours was really special indeed, which was probably why I almost cried because the memory and experience means so much to me. OKAY FINE I CRIED :'( *runs to corner*
Celine hated her OBS, I loved mine, and when we were talking she told me that I was like Jane from Tarzan lol. And she suggested something that I would really like to make happen. When I get married, which will definitely be after shev gets married, I WILL HAVE THREE PARTS TO MY HONEYMOON. Part one, do shit in Singapore. Part two, seven wonders of the world. Part three, OBS. OKAY SET. So perfect :')
I will study, I will go to college, I will go to U, I will earn big bucks with this dream in mind and I will make it happen. I will. You watch me. Wait.... who are you?
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