Right now, I'm listening to "dropping rain"(The first song on my mixpod) while typing this and my mood isn't that good. I find it so amazing that some songs do fit your mood. Like this song I'm listening to. It's a heart breaker. The singer's voice is beautifully crafted, but it can make you shed some tears.
Things happen, and sometimes I get so annoyed at how two important events clash. Saturday's the date of one important event originally - The SCAPE launch festival at which Dai Yang Tian will be making an appearance at. I was really looking forward to it, like how a baby looks forward to cuddling a bolster and falling asleep in mommy's arms. Baby squeaks, reaches out for mommy, and smiles. Its that simple. But not for me.
Sunday is father's day, where I have to attend two dinners, one on my mom's side and one on my dad's. Obviously I'm being torn apart between two decisions. Nevermind. My mom made an effort to postpone the dinner to another day, but guess what? News arrives, and plop! there it goes. The dinner is now on saturday, clashing with the scape event.
How I wish that effort made could've been a little more useful. Being a grandchild of old grandparents who don't have much time to live, I'm practically caught in a net - I'll never dare to break grandparents' hearts but its so rare that I get a chance to do any DYT things.
That's why I know why songs can fit my mood. The song dropping rain is a cry, and so is this post. I just hope I can confide in God to show me the way. I'm not saying that I don't know what the right thing is. I just need support.
Thank you lord~
<3
Sharm
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